lonely night

act this is happen yesterday...yesterday,my mum was using the computer...so i cannot use it....so i laying at sofa to watch astro wah lai toi 21.30 drama...but i dun like the drama so much until i watch till i sleep...haha...but then,when the drama ends,it's already 22.30...n i woke up....i feel it very sien...so i grab my handphone and walk to my room...then i message my friend...and i keep holding the handphone n waiting for my friend to reply...but second by second...minute by minute...my handphone still no incoming message...that time...i starting to feel lonely...and then i starting to think negatively...i was wondering...izzit so hard for my friend to chat with me??and why i am holding the handphone for so long like a "sohai" waiting for a message that wont come??there is somemore...but i ady forget it...haha...i just remember that i keep think negatively and i feel like crying...after that,i tried to sleep to stop thinking so negatively...and yet,i just cant sleep after all....i keep turning myself to left and right...but still..i still cannot sleep...aiks...i think mayb after 2 hour like tat bah...then oni i can sleep...i really hope that i wont have that feeling anymore...