new HP.....T.T

since i lost my n73 long time ago,i now just using a cheap handphone with lousy camera n lousy specifications...argh!!!so hope to have a new hp by now...i would prefer sony ericsson hp than nokia...for me,i think nokia not suite me...because nokia camera is just so so...there is always lots of blue noise...but,since me last time use n73 quite long,and i was abit hate nokia system now...i just dunno how to explain,but i feel it complicate and will hang when some time we need it most...haiz....abit fed up with nokia already...now,sony ericsson c 905 is my 1st choice,but c 905 does'nt have secondary camera in front of it...sweet =.="...how can we video call like that??why does sony ericsson din't think of that problem??and just now i was surfing the net...and i saw some ppl said that sony ericsson coming up with 12 MP hp sumwhere in the middle of year 2009...OMG!!! c 905 already is a 8 MP hp...and they coming up v 12 MP on next year...and they say,if this keep coming up,sony ericsson would probably come up 20 MP hp on 2012 year....but for now,it just too early to talk about that...hmmm...nokia n82 is my second choice...yet i know i have mention that i hate nokia,but this is really no choice,because all i want on my phone is gps,wifi,5 MP or more camera with xenon flash....i know what i want is too much...but just this two phone can satisfied my need for now...mayb i can wait for abit longer if i could get back my w800 from my sister...because she is going 2 change hp...or if you guys hav any good hp that hav what i need i have mention just now,you guys could just recomend me...or give me any opinions...